Studies have shown that when several people are questioned about an accident or other event, each give a slightly different version of what happened. Have you ever attended a movie with others or had a conversation with other people who went to see the same movie (or television program) that you saw and found that there were different things others saw that you missed or things that others interpreted differently from your interpretation?
As we experience something, we see or interpret it through the filters of our upbringing, our experiences or better yet, our interpretation of those experiences, socialization and much more. For example, we have needs that may or may not be clear to us and these “needs” drive our choices and reactions.
I think that if you understand that we all have filters through which we experience and interpret life, life may still not make sense to you but you probably can live better knowing that your world is yours and other’s have their own when it comes to how we respond to and interpret what we “see”. Perhaps you can lessen your angst and increase your tolerance level.